Beach Day

Being out of commission the past couple weeks as far as makeup, outdoors from light sensitivity, or action sports - I was SO thrilled to still make it to the beach!  I went with Chris, Claudia and Rudy.  Although I couldn't surf, I still had a blast taking photos with the new camera.

This camera really has brought me a lot of happiness with being able to capture and share what I'm seeing in better quality - I just love it.

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I had big ideas for pursuing some freelance video and photography work - but also have been really focused on fitness as I am starting a new venture with Beachbody health coaching.  Insanity, p90x3, and Piyo are the 3 programs I've tried, but I will forever be in love with dancing and they have a new one coming out called Cize - all about dancing.  I can't wait!  Regardless the programs, I will forever drink the Shakeology as it's given me so much energy, debloat the bloat, and makes my body "move smoother" if you know what I'm saying - this stuff is amazing and I love it.

I'm multi-passionate and very indecisive that's my downfall...

That day at the beach, I had a lot of time to think while they were out surfing.  What is my next move, and what will be absolutely fulfilling - fitness or something in the creative field?  Is there any way that I can do both and be successful or will they both need my undivided attention?  Chris recently got a DJI Phantom and his creative juices have been flowing too.  There's nothing I'd love more than pursuing the same passion that Chris and I share - Videography, Art and Design.

What do I do next???  How can I melt all the aspects of things I love doing into one?

 I'd love to have financial freedom,  express myself creatively through art (I like to paint and create pottery)/ fashion/ writing/ and videography (I can literally edit for hours and forget to eat, I get so into it!), guide and help others by working with them and seeing people grow,  the desire to lead a healthy lifestyle, freedom to work from wherever in the world & travel, have my personal bonding time with Chris overlap with work (which I see how we could collaborate on so much together with videos and really make something awesome), and MOST OF ALL - feel like that is my calling.

The last part is given, because with all of that - I would feel absolutely fulfilled.

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As for now,  I am going to continue reading my personal development books  - You Are A Badass and Love Does.  They have already given me a lot of refreshed ideas on life and career.

To focus on the now, and thats all that I can do to be a peace.  If I focus on the past - that leads to feeling depressed.  If I focus on the future - that leads to anxiety.